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I myself am made entirely of flaws,
stitched together with good intentions.
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# Posté le mercredi 06 janvier 2010 19:08

I AM NOT PERFECT

I'm sorry I'm not the girl you thought you wanted. Better late than never I guess.
Only now you see all my flaws and I really hope you know why.
But why should I apologize for being myself?
Isn't that what you always told me to be?
I guess you thought that was someone different.

Now that you know who I am, I know you'll never want to take my hand.
You know that it hurts me but honestly, your not exactly what I thought you'd be either.
This was all a game of charades, nothing more than just a guessing game.

Our thoughts were different but we both pretended they weren't.
It would be stupid of me to ever want to get back together with you.
But maybe stupidity is another one of my flaws.

I'm selfish, impatient and insecure.
I make too many mistakes and most of the time, I'm out of control.
I admit being hard to handle.
But just because I get attention doesn't mean I want it.
Stop thinking you know me so well 'cause you don't.
You never did and never will.
'Cause everything that you thought I was is a lie.

I'm energetic and playful,
people mean way too much to me.
I breakdown and scream a bit too much,
maybe I use sarcasm a little too often.
I cry a little more than I laugh and I complain a lot when I'm cold.
I don't really care if strangers like me or not, I don't really care if I tell someone off.

I'm not perfect.
Deal with it :)
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# Posté le mercredi 23 décembre 2009 11:54

I deserve to be happy. Period.

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge & my feet run out of ground?
I've got to find my place. I don't care about other pain in front of me, 'cause I'm just trying to be happy.


I've decided that I don't care about all the pain and hurt ahead of me. I will be happy and I am gonna smile. Even if it kills me, so help me god I will smile.
I deserve to be happy. Period.
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# Posté le samedi 05 décembre 2009 22:19

I'm A Fake - The Used

Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die;
I'm not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight,
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pygmy sized cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill and spill over and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black, broken heart.
Love is not like anything,
Especially a fucking knife!

# Posté le lundi 30 novembre 2009 19:57

Take Me Away

Take Me Away
♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥


I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside; all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do

All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands
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# Posté le lundi 16 novembre 2009 16:45